ManColiTh

i cant take this pressure no more... life have been tough on me.. jc life aint no joke.. i regretted taking up this path of education.. i think i wud do better in poly.. taking my desired course... social life = zilch... i cant even spend time wif my loved ones.. how am i gg to spend my time wif u... my life is as so this few mths... skul----> gym/home.... that all.. no itme fer shopping.. eating out.. im realli drained this few weeks.. falling in lectures more frequently... God.. wat is happening to me... when me and my gf broke up.. i had mix feelings.. i felt freedom and devastation at the same time.. devastated that she will do dat... freedom meaning that i got more time and space fer my studies... on the second day im thinking abt patching up.. but.. hurt coz we broke up coz we aint able to understand each other pressure... so why patch up if we fail to understand each other pressure in skul and family... u different.. u got total liberty coz u parents aint here.. but fer me... i got a nanny to take care of me.. she will monitor my time and all.. im restricted... like wat my kuzzie said.. the time will come... one day.. the girl will come by... i tot ur the girl.. but i was proven wrong by the step u took... how am i gg t forgive myself fer getting into this shit...

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