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Fool just another
fool just another...
I've been waitingfor signs of god
create- enslaved- behaved-
everything is out of control
Leave me alone
isolation bears hope
there's something else waiting
a promised destiny
freezing me
I feel restless and low
these days full of sadness
had joyfully changedinto fear
My freakshow will start tonight
don't miss the right time
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
everything is out of control
everything is out of control
in my future plans
everything is out of control
noone's left to hurt
everything is out of control
sorrow's gone awayBroken memories
walking upstairsstep by step
I see the whole world burning
the poet dies in Neverland
how it burns
Hey, mother stubborn
I really hate you
if you say yes
I will say no
ashes to ashes
but dust won't be dustif you go there
I will go back
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
betrayed by sunrise
bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
Hey, father stubborn
you're ying
and I'm young
I feel alone
who really cares
Born into ashes
to lose all the games
with a smiling face
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
and dark dragons rise
bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
So I sit still in my room,
today winter's herein summer's season
shall I say
I was wrong
if I'm right
farewell to my last hope


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8:49 PM



Baby Darlnk

You are a wandering shining staR
You light up the sky you take me so faR
Take me faR
One crystal inside my lonely hearT
You light up my lifE
I embrace your lighT
you're my lighT
You're my healeR
I am lovelorN
In the cool breeze I hear your sweet voicE
I'm your treasurE
I am forlorN
In the rain I feel your warm tearS
I can't forgive God and myselF
I should have been there tO
Give you strengtH
Be your strengtH
One kingdom below the dark blue seA
Hides my lovely Pp
I love you Pp


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2:58 AM



B

Falling through pages of Martens on angels

Feeling my heart pull west

I saw the future dressed as a stranger

Love in a space-dye vest

Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding

A pool in the shape of a heart

Beauty projection in the reflection

Always the worst way to start

"But he's the sort who can't know anyone intimately, least of all a woman.

He doesn't know what a woman is.

He wants you for a possession, something to look at like a painting or an ivory box.

Something to own and to display.

He doesn't want you to be real,or to think or to live.

He doesn't love you, but I love you.

I want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and feelings, even whenI hold you in my arms.

It's our last chance... It's our last chance..."

Now that you're gone

I'm trying to take it

Learning to swallow the rage

Found a new girl I think we can make it

As long as she stays on the page

This is not how I want it to end

And I'll never be open again

"...I was gonna move out...ummm...get,get a job, get my own place,

ummm,but... I go into the mall where I want to work and they tell me,

I'm, I was too young..."

"Some people, gave advice before, about facing the facts, about facing reality.

And this is, this without a doubt, is his biggest challenge ever.

He's going to have to face it. You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try

And, uh, and, and, and get some help here.

I mean no one can say they know how he feels."

"That, so they say that, in ya know like, Houston or something,

you'd say it's a hundred and eighty degrees, but it's a dry heat.

In Houston they say that?

Oh, maybe not. I'm all mixed up.

Dry until they hit the swimming pool."

"...I get up with the sun...

Listen.

You have your own room to sleep in, I don't care what you do.

I don't care when. That door gets locked, that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock.

If you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd better find some place to sleep.

Because you're not going to be a bum in this house. Supper is ready..."


There's no one to take my blameif they wanted to

There's nothing to keep me saneand it's all the same to you

There's nowhere to set my aim so

I'm everywhere

Never come near me again

Do you really think I need you

I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.

I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.

And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend

And I'll never be open again

And I'll have no more dreams to defend

And I'll never be open again

i jus have no idea why i put this up.. but i think it is a wonderful composition... simply perfect for me... the meaning is deep... haiz... ciaoz....


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5:24 PM



A

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....................... iPod Nano..... i got an iPod Nano... im a happy man... nonono... an exuberant man.... haha.. yeap... yes yes yes yes.. finally i get an iPod... whee.... yahoo....


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8:37 PM



Racer X

working life is duin fine!.. the pay is ok... the food is mouth watering... the working hours as long lah but wat to do.. jus bear wif it lor... haha... i most of the time got the Chinese Wedding... Damn troublesome lah.. Cut the fish lah.. serve one by one lah.. aiyo... waste my energy but hell im paid for it.. no complain young man... keke... but... thanks to this... it taught the true meaning of pure love... there is a wedding of a chinese man to an indian woman... The indian woman was very very pretty.. from her speech she sounded intelligent and wise.. she is capable of getting a better man.. However she chose to get married to a handicapped man... a man who is lame( as in handicapped lame).. i really salute this woman... it really shows dat appearance is not important... wat is important isthe feeling and the commitment... i really salute and respect that woman.. realli.... For colleagues... haha.. OMG.. damn smart ppl ah.. From HWA CHONG JC leh.. HWA CHONG... and they DUN have lectures during holidays ah.. our school damn kiasu... holiday spoiler lah.... let see.. HWA CHONG peeps.. we have.. Jun Xiang.. Bryan.. Yi Ling.. Leonard.. yeah and a few i not sure of their names.. i oso noe of a SRJC student.. forgot his name.. he is eaither is s05 or S06.... haha.. nvr mind.. not impt... haha... ok ok.. damn sleepy and tired... haha.. so yeah.. ciaoz...


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8:10 PM



If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah
I'm beaten down again, I belong to themBeaten down again, I've failed youI
'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
The deception you show is your own parasiteJ
ust a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

Finally my OP is done and over with... god bless.. everything went fine.. damn fun.. reported at 8.30 and our presentation was at 10.30 we effectively we had 2 hours to burn.. aint dat cool.. but we used it to perfect our slides.. phew... everyone presentation was superb.. but the best is DES.. she shake like there is a tremor or something.. but cmon.. it is understandable... haha. lcuky she din say she the third speaker of SR-140.. i will laugh on the spot.. haha... well here are the memorable lines of SR-140

Wanyi....
1)Good morning teachers’ and everyone present here. I’m Kwang Wanyi the team leader of SR-140.
2)Obviously, asthmatics are people suffering from asthma.
3)Lastly, to sum up, I would like to stress on my group’s interest to help the asthmatic community.

Desiree...
1)Thank you Wanyi. As Wanyi has mentioned earlier, asthma is a MAJOR health problem.
2)To kick start our primary research....

dats all i can remember.. freaking funny.. haha.. like stuck in ur head.. giving u nightmares... haha...

anyway.. SR-140... u guys did very well.. congrats to all of ur efforts... cheer mates....


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10:19 PM



NeveR LeavE

Will I fall again into dismay?
Will I be ashamed of crying?
And I know it's never been the way that I described
But I am afraid of trying
She's the one who keeps me all excited
She keeps me begging for more
She's the one who deems me uninvited
Now it's over

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Now I find that I am weaker fare
That I am ashamed of lying
And I know things never feel the way that's right inside
And I am afraid of dying'
Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
You're the one who keeps me uninvited
Now it's over

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Never Leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
It's only a symbol
You've got me falling away
And I am afraid
Take back what I said

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end

Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me, and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s all the same in the end
It’s only a symbol...

Life... it is a cycle.. ur born... ur grow from a baby... adolescent... teenager.. adulthood.. old... then finally u die... i cant wait to reach the last stage... coz i will be able to see those i love.. haiz... when will it come.. now.. a second later... tml... or a 100 yrs from now.. i dunno... i leave it to HIM to decide... bless me oh mighty one...


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10:39 PM



BuS 24... BuS 22... BuS 58...

Been a while since i last blog.. well.. kinda of happy dat now.. nt many look at my blog... so i can tok watever i wan to... since hari raya.. many stuffs happened... let see... tok abt happy stuffs... OMG!!.. im a rich man... somehow this yr.. hari raya economy is good.. i wonder.. wat might have caused the shift of the money supply curve... keke.... haha.. eventhough i din go to alot of places i get more than usual... whee.. haha...im like damn happy abt dat.. but yeah.. some stuffs make me a sad man.. wth.. dun care... my pw is duin fine.. tml is judgement day... i very nervous.. anxiuos and scared... but yeah.. we pract.. i think we will do good... no no... very very good.. haha... now abt life.. in life we make decisions... like wat the P of SRJC said... choice u make.. consuquence u dun... i agree wif her.. like totally... let see.. first decosion made is.. to pump at gym till i die... haha... man.. so fun duin it wif Tasnim,Pren and BO4 Tigger.... haha... fun to max... haha... haha.. there is another choice a make.. but im nt saying.. one day u will see.... but yeah.. wait wait wait... buzy buzy.. schedule is pack... no time no time... haha... loving this fucked up life.. problems eveyday.. slowly being solve may it by peace or by fist.. but still... i live wif it... yeap yeap... dunno when to blog again.. but yeah... gtg.. tml is "SMALL" day...


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9:55 PM



Happy Hari Raya to all...

The fasting month went by very quickly... i jus wished it could be a lil bit more longer... but hey.. on a better note... hari raya is here... but... the mood will not be dere... my bro leaving tonite.. coz he got called from work.. he currently working in australia as a chemical engineer.. well.. soon i might nt seee my bro dat often as he is applying permanent resident in aust.. haiz... with the kids breaking up going to other countries...i wonder.. will hari raya be the same anymore... where the time we we sit as a family enjoying our meals and share the happiness,laughter and tears... will i be able too see the whole family wearing the same color or design once again... i wonder... all left to my imaginations... sometime i pity my parents.. wif the children going to other countries.. who will take care of them... will i follow the steps of my siblings or wud i stay and take care of them... i dunno.. time will tell... like wat SRJC principal said.. choice we make.. consequence we dont... haiz... 1 more hour b4 hari raya... at least i have my parents tml.. no doubt tml will be a sad day...

Patik menyusun 10 jari.. memohon ampun.. jika tersilap langkah, terkasar pertuturan harap patik dapat di maafkan.. Dunia akhirat...

Selamat Hari Raya.. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Semoga kita dapat bersua pada tahun hadapan... Amin....


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11:03 PM




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