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Mayb it is.. mayb it is not... it is safe for me to say tat my life is full of wrong choices??? i dunno myself... there is always blessing behind every choice u make.. but can i say tat the negative consequence outweighs the blessing i get... my mom said i've changed since the passing of my grandparents.. so... why must u bother... u dunno the lost i feel.. the empty void inside of me which can nvr be filled... call me a negative person for all u wan.. i dun care.. no one can ever replace them.. the love i get from them.. and the love i give to them.. no one can ever give that to me... it jus seems tat i choice the wrong choice of entering the JC path... how sud i noe that this yr will be a bad year.. full of problems and crazy frens.. i initially tot it wud be a blessing to have lively cheerful frens ard... but... it is jus not me... this holidays really allow me to take time to think of where my life is heading... and wat i really need to pull myself back to track.. this life is like a train...it will follow the track u create... so i need to recreate the track .... i am starting to miss my old life.. simplicity.. no complicity.. no class politics.. no arguments... i wan to be my old self back.. jus be too myself.. and jus a small grp of frens... i jus cant be wif lively ppl... jus not me.. i get to playful and heck care.. promos is coming.. i need to get back str8 to my right track soon... i wish i can... no more slacking...

im different from my siblings.. im more of an individualistic person than a collectivist... mayb i sud try to stop being a collectivist so that i can blend into the society.. i sud jus continue be an individualistic.. and continue to be good at wat i am at.. winning.. no more losing.. i sick of failure.. i want to taste of success once more.. i need to push myself... forget allianz... forget enemies.. in this life... time wait for no man... in this life u stand alone... no one will be dere for u if u fall hard on the ground... but they will be ard u pretending to be nice to u if u succed... see how 2 face human r... mayb... in this life.. being a lonewolf is the best...

i reflected and i think i sud jus stop being nice to others and jus be frank to them... i gain nth from telling them wat they want to hear.. i jus tell them wat they really need to hear... No more tok no action.. wat i need is no tok but action.. no more slacking.. i sud not care abt others feelings anymore..why sud i... i live this world only for myself.. i owe no one a living... in this harsh world.. accept the fact... u feed ur own mouth.. no one will feed u... true frens r impt but not frens who likes to take sides... if someone got a prob wif ur fren so be it.. as long as it doesnt harm u there is no reason for u to hate tat person also... i sud not say anymore... i sud jus stop here..


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