Silver
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Well... Serangoon JC got silver... haiz... mayb i set my goals to high... like wat tong how had said... it is not realistic for this band to get gold... haiz... i felt so strongly it is my fault... i said proudly that on my sec syf i pitch 6 wrong notes and my band got gold.. i thought i would not make a mistake... but mather fucker fuck fucking bastard.. i pitch wrong for how many bloody notes... im so damn disappointed in myself... the band might have gotten gold.. but all bcoz of me they got silver.. i see disappointment in Gracia eyes... haiz... many seems fine wif it but i noe deep inside they are sad and disappointed... last syf in my life and i screw it up... Election for band is coming up.. tong how ask me run for presidency but after wat had happen i lost confidence... plz help me.. give some advice.. sud i or sud'nt i run for presidency....
now you know.
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